Today was a Good Day

today was fuckin amazing.

i wore minimal make up,

a nude lip

and the chunkiest scarf in my closet.

i was literally glowing.

oh, and i wore my hair out =D

we had it up with some after xmas shopping ^_^

hit up Rugby

scurried over to Louis

had lunch at the Rugby Cafe

i wore my clogs ^_^ (which is a lil epic since i don't seem to remember how to wear heels anymore)

it was a gorgeous day outside so i grabbed myself a chunky flowy fleece cardi from Urban and threw my down puffer in the bag and enjoyed the weather.

for the first time in a while, i felt cute and effortless.. i felt beautiful.

and not to mention i FINALLY got my louie bag !!

i hope everyone made it outside today and enjoyed the brisk fresh air and the sunny December day. =)

♥ Les

FUCK IT. and live!

FUCK society.

FUCK normality.

get PIERCINGS.

get TATTOOS.

get HIGH.

get DRUNK.

drink til you PASS OUT.

have GOOD sex.

EVERYWHERE.

wear MAKE-UP.

wear your hair WILD.

jump in a pile of LEAVES.

run in the rain NAKED.

SKINNY DIP!

tell your mommy you LOVE HER.

EVERYDAY.

let EVERYONE that you love know you love them.

love with all your HEART and BEING.

play your music LOUD.

jump in PUDDLES.

eat GOOD FOOD.

enjoy EVERY DAY.

take your time getting ready.

tell yourself you're BEAUTIFUL.

stand NAKED in your pumps in front of the mirror.

chase your DREAMS.

BE YOU.

LIVE YOUR FUCKING LIFE.

FUCK WHAT PEOPLE EXPECT OF YOU.

do what makes YOU HAPPY.

♥ Les

solitude.

the more i'm sitting here like this, the less i'm enjoying it

i have nothing to do.

i have no LIFE anymore.

if i sit here any longer i may very well get drunk and start cutting my hair.

i'm sick of worrying about who's right.

i'm sick of being a subconscious know-it-all.

i'm sick of allowing my pride get in the way.

i'm sick and DAMN tired of worrying about these bitches.

i'm sick of being so damn self-sonscious all my life.

i'm sick of worrying what other people think.

i'm tired of not knowing who Lesley even is anymore.

stuck in my head.

baby, you're a firework.

Not I.

soo, beeee* and i are sitting in the house on a Friday night looking like THIS...

and this...

oh, and this...

because we got STOOD UP by our co-workers ='(

now, in my boredom, i sat on this here laptop and browsed (twatched) twitter for a hot second and came across a tweet that i did not particularly like. upon further inspection i REALLY didnt like what i saw....

....then i clicked the link.

^_^

not a nairn't bitch got shit on me.

and please believe this outfit will be recycled so don't nobody say SHIT.

tonight,

i whipped up a lil sum'n sum'n

Murda Murda M-Murda Murda M-Murda Murda

as of Thursday, December 2nd, 2010 I, LESLEY ANN MILTON, am hear-by OFF OF PROBATION !! *knocks on wood*

WOOT WOOT

*hits dougie*

so with that said, i'm not sure how i feel about still bein called Murda

it's a very endearing nickname that i received while i was locked down by my niggas that was holdin it down for me on the outside while i was incarcerated but don't you think it's a bit of a harsh nickname for such a dainty lady such as moi?

idc though, i just want opinions.

it's not about what they call ya, it's what you'll answer to.

however, i'll still be responding to Murda.

indecisive

i miss my blonde hair =(

anyone that knows me and has been payin attention to my blog in the least bit should remember this post .. i was so fed up with my blonde hair. and now i miss it more than ever, i look like everyone else and i don't stand out ='( my hair is getting soooo long though! (on the bright side) i will admit, though, i suffer from seasonal depression and the winter is a major downerrrrrr

i also don't have everything in one set place I NEED AN APARTMENT!! i don't do well with the fact that one family is in MD, my high school friends are in DE, i live in Baltimore *gaggs*, and my mommy and doggies are in PA.. it's too fucking much and it stresses me out!

i'm also indecisive as fuck and it sucks ass =(

but....

i've decided to go back to blonde for the summer when my bang fully grows out =D

i've learned a lot about myself over this past year and Lesley the people pleaser has become second nature to me and i hate it. i didnt like how the blonde turned out the second time around, this is true, but i did love the fuckin blonde hair !! i finally stood out next to my friends and my hair looked fun curly and i just wanna go back to that. the thing that was wrong with my blonde was that i couldn't wear weaves......

but....

I DON'T NEED A WEAVE!!

(and if i do get one, it's gonna be some virgin hair that i colored myself)

i'm really trying hard to find myself and channel my inner beauty in order for it to shine and i think i'm grasping it more and more each day so now, it's time for the outside again =D

i can't wait until next summer !!

copped.

just a lil sumn sumn we picked up on black friday.

hi-larious.

starring myself, Jordan, Chris, and Avante.

enjoy :)

new obsession

while perusing around Urban Outfitters today avec Boooogie we were greeted with a skipping Jay-Z song. while they fixed the "technical difficulties" they popped in some cd and we went about our business.. until i was listening in and i thought i heard a Jimi sample and upon closer listen we heard some SICK ASS fuckin beats. debating whether or not we should ask who the artist of the music was, i decided to muster up some nuts and ask a sales associate, and i did and was uber hype that he actually knew who the artist was! =D

thus i give to you,

SLEIGH BELLS !!!!!!!!!!!

they're composed of Derek E. Miller (guitarist, writer, and beat-maker) and former school teacher, Alexis Krauss (vocalist)

their music is like nothing i've ever heard before but like everything i've ever wanted to hear.

trippy, eh?

needless to say, i swiftly ran home to find this eargasmic gold online and IMMEEE-JJUIT-LEEE downloaded their debut album "Treats" off iTunes and i've been zoning ever since. (poor roomies #evl >:) hehehe)

anywho, take a listen, get hip, get hooked.

Tell 'Em - Sleigh Bells by NestleAnn

the other day

i wore red lipstick.

my eyes look gross.

youtube-in

at approximately 1:26 i need you all to pay CLOSE attention to the gentleman on the left hand side of the screen's neck. it is detached.

and the fact that he starts out this particular dance scoping out himself in the mirror makes this alllllll the more better. (yes, more better)

at 1:57 he DISMISSES THE FUCK out of his scarf and him and the sir in the middle BOTH, SIMULTANEOUSLY break their necks.

it is pure enjoyment.

none-the-less. this is one of my favorite fucking videos on youtube!