summer reading !!

just when i was about to call amazon.com (not that i have the phone number) and curse them a new asshole

THIS CAME IN THE MAIL !!

not that i know what i would've said the amazon but whatever, i got my book!

i saw this maybe a month and some change ago on Kanye's new blog and instantly wanted it

i really am a huge Michael Jackson fan and i was seriously devastated when he passed :'(

(i even cried during the live funeral service #dontjudgeme)

i think it's amazing that this one man created music that my mother AND myself grew up on

not to mention, all of his songs are TIMELESS

what artist out now do you know that is doing what it took him a lifetime to achieve

not no fuckin Jay-Z, that's for sure -__-

anywho, i think this is kinda cool

it's mostly pictures... actually, it's all pictures but i never noticed the intricate pieces that Michael used to wear and it intrigued me

whatever, don't have to justify why i want a big kid picture book lol

i'm excited, bout to flip thru it and show Tusie when she gets home

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book numero dos that i'm about to start reading like TAH-DAY

(no, seriously, literally in like the next 20 minutes)

AHHHHHH *angelic choir singing*

like most of the new things i've been doing lately,

i was put onto this by a fellow booooger flicker

i've been seriously urged to read it so ima stop bulljazzin and just crack it on open

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i'm really excited about starting back up with my reading, not only has my vocabulary seriously dwindled from lack of reading but i'm bored with television and my mind is more at peace when words are entering or leaving it

(reading and writing, duhh)

i've been doing a lot of things lately to better myself and to kick old bad habits such as:

being over-analytical

being lazy --i started running... well once, but it felt damn good and i plan on making it routine

eating junk food --started eating more fruit, less candy, and less fast food

(five guys and reeses are my only two vices)

being less argumentative

being less negative

worrying a lot less about what people think of me (i'll never change their minds anyway)

being wayyyy less insecure (that shit aint sexy and i'm SEXY lol)

living life to the absolute fullest because i've realized that i waste a lot of my life worrying about irrelevant issues

it took a lot for me to realize i needed to tweak myself but i have a bomb ass support system ;]

so this should be easy

♥