Young, Black, and Pissed Off

i know some of yall looked at this like wtf?! i do owe you all an explanation.

this is my and 2 of my other classmates' radio show.. last monday we did a segment entitled Young, Black, and Pissed Off with our guests Avante "Boooogie" Davis and Jordan Milton (had fam in the buildin lol) it went extremely well and i know that it is a it lengthy but trust me, it is WELL WORTH the listen. we spoke on former president Bush, music, black influences and representations in the media, Kanye, Sarah Palin

we also decided to start a book club a Morgan State (like, why not! we're cool, we're hip, we're educated) and it can be opened up to anyone!

this month's book will be former President Bush's new book, Decision Points. hope u all enjoy and if u decide to join the book club hit me up for details !!

we plan on making this a weekly monday thing but this monday's show will be YB&P with a focus on the Book and the Book Club

we're just trying to make MSU students have some fun past their studies and really start critically thinking

Young, Black and Pissed Off 11/22/10 Radio Show by NestleAnn

#MyBeautifulDarkTwistedFantasy

yeah.

Today,

two gentlemen called me "model-esque" and "radiant"

^_^

now, in my attempts to maintain cool and uninterested as i sashayed away from their faux camera shots and grins...

i was ecstatic.

Flow's just the Nyce-est.

House of Flying Bullets (Prod. 28 Grams) by NestleAnn

DE STAND UP !!

finallyyyyy, someone with some sort of musical talent!

and not only that but he's a fellow COLONIAL !!

this was my favorite song off of the mixtape. the flow is ridiculous and the beat is captivating. i love it.

the whole cd in it's entirety is amazing. i forgot that i was listening to #oneofmyfollowers lol

Jealous Flow was a great in your face way to open up the cd but House of flying Bullets was my faaaave. and Love Drunk needs to find its way to a local radio station.

when i was listening to I do It and I'm Gone, i swore i was listening to Big Sean. shoutout to G.O.O.D. Music.

i didn't love 2.0 and the production could use a weeeeeee bit more cleaning up but i still couldnt believe that i was listening to a guy that used to be in the Algebra class i student aided in 2007.

download it here !!

Product of the 90s

disclaimer: small and messy room.

grunge works for me : ]

♥ Les

currently:

my heart is on cloud 9

In Love With You - Erykah Badu by NestleAnn

olive juice.

Green.

Jealousy = envy
Jealousy = obsession
Jealousy = caring
Jealousy = flattery
Jealousy = love
Jealousy = abuse
The second one denounces jealousy as the inevitable aspect of a relationship that it is, they give up on the relationship. However, jealousy can also be the demise of a relationship. One can be jealous without being abusive verbally or physically.
Jealousy gives reaction; it shows that the person is not one sided in the relationship.. It shows that they don't want to lose you. A negative reaction would be constant arguments or abusive actions which show that that person is toxic in your life anyway whether you are the victim or the abuser. No one should bring out such rage in you.
Jealousy = flattery. It may truly be the sincerest form of flattery. To know that someone feels threatened by the mere thought of losing you is breathtaking.
Jealousy = love when you fear for losing them because they're either a) not showing you jealousy back or b) exhibiting behavior that would lend one to jealous tendencies.
Jealousy is healthy in the sense that it pushes you to get to a point that you're no longer jealous; to a point where those you were once envious of are now in your shoes.
My jealousy is out of pure Love. Maybe I'm jealous because he doesn't get jealous or because he doesn't have to or choose to be as inquisitive as I. Who knows, but any relationship worth having is going to have some level of jealousy. Regardless.
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i sat in bed last night and typed this. the words just seemed to flow right out of my head like it had been lingering on my chest for some time. and it ultimately made me realize this, I AM A JEALOUS PERSON. and i am okay with that.

a lot of men equate jealousy with femininity and then make it out to be a horrible aspect that they do not look for in a mate, YET, how would the pseudo masculine male that consumes our planet deal with a female that merely wants him but does not need him.

THEY LOSE IT !! that's what happens.

ladies, try using the gentleman/men in your life as toys. you won't be able to stop your phone from ringing or the texts from incoming. the thing is, MEN HATE TO BE IGNORED, they love to be needed and they love to be able to tell us "chill baby, fall back. you on my neck baby girl" thus causing them to deem us needy, THUS causing us to be jealous because now we feel as though we "need" him.

it's all politics, and it's a shame.